back again?

back again, once more.. to haunt me >____________<

i really hate myself sometimes for always wanting to KNOW every single detail, for having to evaluate every single aspect. i mean, it's good to know why things the way they are or whatnot but then again, ignorance is bliss. maybe things are just better off not knowing the reason to it?

i don't know, am i even making sense right now? my mind is totally off in different directions. i can't think clearly, i can't think straight.