realizations

so i was talking to MJ during fourth period about certain things that have been bothering me for the past two weeks D: it seems what MJ told me really got to me, you know? i've been looking at my side of the whole problem when i didn't even bother to see that person's side to the whole thing. eeeeh, so narrow-minded.. i swear >:[ i didn't stop to think & realize that not only that person's actions affected me but MY actions affected that person too. but then the thing is how would i know what's bothering that person, right? i know i would understand that person's side or at least TRY to understand if that person talked to me about it or confronted me about it, you know? i think that's the problem with me & that person; we lack in communication D: it's like when things go wrong, the communication totally gets cut off & then we're off into the whole "we don't talk anymore" situation. i guess, that's why me & that person ended up this way?

eeeeh, i don't know.. this probably isn't making sense right now.