for the amount of pain you suffered, you'll get the same amount of happiness in return.

i'm very happy to say that i'm beginning to finally get over you. yeah, what we had was.. no doubt about it, AMAZINGLY AMAZING but after having to go through that never-ending, happy, & painful cycle of you leaving & coming back to me, it's about time for me to move on with my life. going back to you again a few weeks ago, oh how stupid of me. i feel so disappointed in myself for letting you bring my hopes up way too high for it to only be let down ONCE AGAIN. my eyes are finally open to what i'm putting myself through & i'm going to take the opportunity to just leave while i can before i get stuck & before i have a hard time getting out of this. time to start new, time to start fresh (: