okay so there's this guy that i've had a thing with for over a year now. we've dated at least THREE times already & he's the one who broke it off. it's weird how he breaks it off & then out of nowhere he comes running back to me, expecting for me to take him back D; or expecting that we can just pick up from where we left off. & SILLY ME, i keep welcoming him with OPEN ARMS.. so damn easily. until now, i don't really UNDERSTAND why i keep going back with him.. even after all i've been through because of him. is it LOVE? or what..? i need some answers!
so we're "SOMEWHAT" talking again & i don't know how i want to deal with this. should i keep going for it..? or should i just stop & move on..? i don't know, i'm so confused! it's like a game of tug-o-war(?). one "FEELING" is grabbing me at one arm, telling me to just go for it because come'on now, i got STRONG feelings for this guy, & the other "FEELING" is grabbing me at the other arm, telling me to just STOP with all this because i'm scared of getting hurt again. i've tried asking people for advice but they all give me the same answer.. like, "i think you guys are good together" or "i think you two should go out but i'm scared for you". i'm sorry, but it's not really helping. it just puts me back in that same position i was in before; stuck at that "fork in the road" kind of situation. i guess my solution to all this is within myself D; ah, but from where i stand now.. i feel that i won't be able to find that solution for a while now. maybe a little CONVERSATION with God can help (:
prayer is the answer.
Thursday, October 30, 2008
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